Jerry Lewis’ life and career can be categorized by soaring highs and incredible lows worthy of several Hollywood stars. But upon reflection, the influential comedian who died at age 91 of natural causes Sunday was still not ready to say goodbye. In a 2016 Inside Edition clip promoting Max Rose, Lewis broke down into tears as he mused on the inevitability of death and his fear of leaving his loved ones behind. “I’m not going to hold them, I’m not going to love them,” Lewis said of family. “And I can’t handle that.” Watch the interview here and check out more of Lewis' best moments from around the web: